SICK!!!

My nose is congested, my throat hurts when i swallow, i can't speak normal,i'm feeling dizzy for short i'm sick i hate this feeling and i dont want to go to work, but i can't for some reasons that its hard to explain. My eyes are burning hot and my mom is asking help to pay for her credit card we had a small fight but of course i gave way and gave her money its not much but i hope it will suffice the minimun due haaay so many debts and so many bills to pay i hope i can survive another day without thinking of the debts i owe...

Why does it have to end this way, why did i use my credit cards, the answer to the questions is impulsive buying!!!